My name is Spring. I'm 28, & i'm very unhappy. I've been unhappy the majority of my life, and these past two years, i have hit rock bottom. I have had suicidal thoughts, have wanted to hurt myself and others in various ways, i've messed up bonds with friends and family, i've set myself back financially, emotionally & educationally. I've gained weight and allowed myself to get so lazy that a merely walking from my bedroom to outside to take the dogs out has me exhausted and out of breath. I constantly yawn because i can't breath, i can't fit into most of my clothes anymore and want to wear nothing but baggy hoodies (in arizona) because thats the only thing that hides my body.
Now, i'm proud to be a plus sized girl because i like being curvy, but i'm not happy with how my body is now. Its not curvy and fun anymore, its slowly turned into a humanesque blob that just sits there, But everytime i start to eat healthy or start to exercise, i let myself get distracted because of school work, my emotions or things going on in my life. But not now. This time, i WILL make a change. I MUST.
My name is Spring. I'm 28, 5'3.5", and almost 230 pounds. This is my journey to better myself and give myself a better life.
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